january 16

weight: 123
bodyfat: 21

kcal:  :(
vasa: 48

gym: no
write: yes
dog: gary

still not sleeping...slept from 6:30-10:30...got up...edited last night's post...watched some tv...felt awful...passed out around 1:30 on couch.  woke up at 3:15pm via nightmares that involved snakes burrowing in to my down comforter, they were slithering all over my room ugly, dry, brown rattlesnakes with no rattles.  i was beyond scared.  i think i screamed "no" as i woke up and rani didn't bother checking on me.  fabulous.  thank goodness AG called and calmed me down.  phenomenally sweet phone call.  :)
must spend an hour on the phone with a good friend more often.  he was so ardently supportive about my project...and that was necessary at this melancholy junction.  spent hours online with NS and HC about jobs and brainstorming.  took sleeper at 11:45.  feeling nothing.  wtf?  took whole thing too.  whatever.  am going to go TRY to sleep.