I do not want what I haven't got.

Despite everything which has occurred in the past three months, I realize every day that I have far more to be thankful for than to despair over, no doubt. 

I don't know why the universe decided to strap me in a gyroscope and then dangle a helpless me five stories up...wait, that's David Blaine.  Well, that's exactly what life has felt like recently.  And it's so hard to not agonize "why??", or second guess choices, or prevent bitterness from seeping in, but if there's one conscious thing I've done to maintain my sanity and faith, it's giving thanks. 

There's nothing like focusing on what you have and appreciating the hell out of it to keep the dark away.  I write about puppies who bound up to and then on me, about babies who wave at me from their strollers and falafel-wallas who hook me up when I'm completely broke and need it most, but what I don't write enough about is you. 

I'm thankful for each and every one of you, for the comments you've left, the emails you've sent, the prayers you have offered.  I know that I am extraordinarily fortunate to have this virtual safety net and today, I give joyful thanks for you.

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Yes, I put up three new posts, all at once.  I've been doing that recently, because I sit down to write something and then something else comes up and I save the post as a draft...in the past, these posts mouldered in to dust, never called upon or seen again.  I'm trying not to do that anymore, both here AND on Sepia, but it's all a process, right?  In any case, this "bulk update" is significant because it includes a lengthy recap of Nina's wedding, which itself includes an explanation for why my head looks funny.  :)  Yeah, you're welcome.  More reading material to help the tryptophan put you to sleep. ;)

Comments

[tamasha]

I burst out laughing at the David Blaine comment. I think I'm the only one in the world who doesn't like him.

[Sheilds]

Hi Anna,

Looking lovely as ever.

Thought I'd make you laugh so go check out an Indian 12 Days of Xmas at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owK5tHjL0aE .

Ta and have a grand weekend!

[brimful]

tamasha, you're not the only one who dislikes David Blaine.

Also, I'm thankful for this blog that you have kept all of these years, A N N A. You really are inspirational in your unique way. *hugs*

[musical]

Anna, its those small lil' cute things you refered to, that keep life going-the random goodness we encounter around.....
The warmth and brightness of sun and the music of life :)

[Mike B.]

Funny how after I gorged on a Thankgsiving meal, I began to ponder the importance of not being greedy. After all -- I have love, blue skies, rainbows, and Hallmark cards, and that has to be enough. It's everything in the world and everything in the world is plenty for me. It seems just rude to beg the invisible for more.

[Mike B.]

Hey. That's the new New Delhi restaurant. Welcome home.

[yasmine]

I lowve you, too, ANNA. I'm thankful for you, and your smile, and your strength that inspires, and your indomitable courage in sharing your self and your stories. Thank you.

Also, this is such a rockstar photo. SUNSHINE COLORS!

[titusmaximus]

The title to your post is the title of one of Sinead O'Connor's albums - the one in which she sang a cover for Prince's "Nothing Compares 2 U" - thought the music lover in you would like this tidbit... but then again, you probably already know it.