march 23

1)  fotolog sucks pornstar dick. 

2)  my allergies are tormenting me.

3)  side affects from allegra for aforementioned allergies = bad.

4)  i ruined my new boots from nordstrom in today's downpour.

5)  they botched my burrito at chipotle by breaking the original tortilla, then dumping out contents into a NEW tortilla, but that meant losing the cheese, which is the only reason i eat the damned things in the first place.  to compensate, they added four times the guacamole a burrito should receive.   i HATE guacamole.

6)  my sister is home with my mom and dog, and i haven't been home since september-- i miss all three of them.

7)  i feel like i'm growing farther apart from my two west-coast best friends.

8)  did i mention that i don't have an east coast best gf?

9)  manhattan mini-storage botched my billing due to their own ineptitude, but won't waive the late fee they're assessing because of that.

10) there aren't enough hours in the day for everything i want to clean, create and write.  sigh.

despite all of that, it was a good day.  great outfit, perfect hair, wayyy better than average makeup job that took less than five minutes, loads of fun with my boss at work, two-hour lunch (traffic) that i didn't get busted for, shopping at TWO malls and the right coast's loveliest white hot chocolate.  AND i got asked to be in some salon's tv commercial. 

AND the sales guy at May company took 60% off my purchase "just because".

AND three different people i adore told me they loved me.

:+:

when i write it all out like that, i feel like the good obliterates the bad...which makes me wonder at my current, excessively neutral mood.  shouldn't i be happier?  and NOT indifferent/calm? 

i think it's the allergies...and the exhaustion they are gifting me with, day after day.  i know i'd be more grateful and quietly blissed than this, if my eyes weren't throbbing, my nose wasn't runny, my sneezes werent' throwing me into inanimate objects and my damned meds didn't destroy my nascent, necessary, sought-after sleeping abilities.  sigh.

i will focus on "the good" until i fall asleep.

"good" night.

Comments

[Krusty]

Fotolog DOES suck Dirk Diggler's Dick! I've been trying to post pictures for days! Sooooo annoying.

[SJM]

It's so wrong that you hate guacamole. What a letdown.

[Krusty]

Ever since I saw my sister's throat swell up to the size of a grapefruit after she inadverdently ate a piece of a tortilla that touched some guac, I stay away from the stuff like the plague. I'm not even allergic to it...that just freaked me the hell out. So yeah. You're not alone.

[A N N A]

who wants to eat a burrito that is 60% guac? i'm from CA and i lived in texas. i won't tolerate shitty burritos...that's just wrong.

also, this is chipotle we're talking about-- they're owned by mcdonalds. how great do you think their guacamole actually is? i made a huge point in 2004 to "try new foods", and the googler got me to eat guacamole per my new year's resolution. THAT was in CA. THAT was good guacamole. not this greasy, bland, unctuous, oleaginous smegma.

i don't think you were reading me back then, so you probably don't remember the big deal i made out of my bravery with avocado mush. :)

sorry that i "let you down".

[Sin]

You don't like guacamole?

My life is over.

I used to live across the street, behind the strip of restaurants on Conn. Ave, from the Chipotle up past the Conn. Ave. bridge, at the Woodley Park metro stop. I rented a house there, but I lived at Chipotle.