So...lent started yesterday and...I'm still eating.
And swearing.
And watching crap on TV (my mom thinks fasting from this is more important).
Sigh. I have failed at Lent and we are only one day in. I know that's a defeatist attitude, but that's how I feel, damn it. I don't understand myself, either...I had every intention of doing Lent this year. Last year, it was a period of reflection and significant weight loss. Yeah, I said it. Weight loss. The best diet for me is one with Gd in the middle of it. But here we are on March 4th and I'm still eating ice cream like it's my last meal.
I feel a bit ashamed. And like Easter is going to suck this year, all because I have no self-fucking-control. Ugh, and I'm swearing. Time to log off. :(
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